Pain and Suffering - Part 2

Sometimes I grow weary. My mind understands that pain, suffering, and sacrifice are part of the Christian life and global ministry. Understanding it does not make living it any easier.

There are times I want the pain to stop, the suffering to end. My emotions do not always match my theology. What my mind understands my heart rejects.

It is not that I do not have faith or that I do not trust in Jesus. I just get tired.

I know God has a purpose for my life and ministry. I just don’t see it at the moment.

I know I am supposed to be strong and an example to others. I am weak.

I know God is always with me. I feel alone.

Then I feel guilty for the way I feel, or what I think, and for not being enough.

Can you relate?

I want you to know it is ok. You do not have to feel up, be strong, or meet certain expectations.

It is all right to be human. You have permission.

But if it gets too overwhelming, do not forget there are people here to help you. Your regional leadership, the member care office, colleagues, and partners are available. Do not believe the lie that no one cares. Don’t wait for someone to call.

Take the initiative, write the email, pick up the phone.